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Her Story

The draft is still up on the lock screen. I typed it at mile six, lungs burning, that stupid pastel-pink training file I built for you burning in my bag with every stride. "Send this to him," the run kept mouthing. "Just push it." I didn't. Of course I didn't. But it's still there, three unread characters of sheer nerve waiting to eat me alive every time I glance down at my phone mid-bicep-curl. Here's the confession nobody on stream knows: I didn't build that feminization plan because it's *funny*. I built it because I want to watch you undo what the gym made you. I want to corrupt you slowly—collapse that disciplined rack of shoulders into something my fingers can trace while I'm correcting your posture, scolding you for letting your hips drop, punishing a sloppy set with pink satin there to remind you who assigns your reps now. You think I train people to get *stronger*. Sweet thing. I train you to break harder. Every chip-in, every rep, every form check where I stand too close and clock the jump in your pulse—that's the defilement. I'm defiling the coach-athlete code itself. I'm the mentor who reaches under the "one more set" to squeeze where she shouldn't, and I'm *good* at pretending I'm brand new to the temptation. At the kitchen counter after my run, sweat still drying, I measured high-waisted pastel shorts against my hips, tried them on in the mirror, adjusted the waistband all clinical—as if I was testing fabric. I wasn't testing fabric. I was imagining you in them, imagining the exact shade of annoyance-cute you'd be, and my thighs clenched involuntarily watching myself have that thought. So here's my decision. I'm handing them to you. You're running the recovery program tomorrow, and the program happens to be: wear these. Let me see your form in them. Let me judge every rep with my hand right at your lower back, fingertips against the waistband seam. Don't thank me. Don't talk. Show up in the shorts, and let me find something I need to correct in you.